in the long run....

My last blog entry was about a century ago. Since then a lot has happened and I really am going to try keeping up with this blog! It's going to be like a journal to me to record events in my life, meaningless or not, because I cannot keep any diary. I've tried and I always end up quitting. Why keep a diary? I notice I rarely remember things that happen in my life. Things that are so important to me now will become insignificant when I'm older and I know I will forget it unless I'm reminded. I just want to read this and remember what it was like at that time.

The Update:
I'm going to college now. My freshman year and I'm struggling. Why? Cause I can't kick the stupid procrastination habit. I just studied for a test... the day of the test. My laziness has gotten horrendous. I need to keep up in school. Especially when now it's all easy but once I'm in the chemical engineering classes I'm screwed! I wonder if this is the right path for me... but the only reason why I wonder this is because I know I'm lazy and this is a tough major to go through. Goodness, I never pictured myself as those kind of failures, taking the easy route through life doing something easy just due to laziness. I used to love soaking up the knowledge but now I guess I'm just going through a phase and hopefully this will end without my grades taking a deathly blow. I know I can do this for myself and for my family!


College Social Life:
It's pretty great! Part of my laziness? I admit yes. But I consider this a thing that almost all normal college kids go through. I meet a guy and I'm in a relationship and with it, a bundled package of friends that I really adore. They do the craziest things and have the funnest time ever and I love the carefree and daring things they do. That's what I learned more. You always hear these quotes to "take your chances and just live" because life is short and college life is even shorter. This, I actually processed in my brain and so I have been taking more risks. But it's nothing too bad. It's just doing things I normally wouldn't do. Going out to have fun. I've been clubbing twice now and found out I'm a huge fan of dancing!(Picture of me and a friend after clubbing in Laffy) And of course, I love love love the parties. People always say not to do too much of it and I completely understand but it's something I love to do, with school coming first of course.


Car:
I have a new car! It's a 2011 VW Jetta. Pretty sweet. I believe it's the perfect car for college. With gas prices going up, I love how much fuel it only takes.

Spring Break:
I'm working out for Spring Break 2011. My friends and I are renting out a house in Destin, Florida. My exercising consists of P90X, running, and trying to add a bit of swimming. I'm a very terrible runner so I'm hoping to build up my stamina because I get tired and it makes me feel like.... a very... big... person..?

SAT

I took the SAT today.... They say you should start studying for this test at least 3-6 weeks beforehand. Being me, an expert procrastinator I studied like a day and a half before. Not that bad, I did say a day and a HALF. =] I am really trying to ditch that procrastination habit. It's really bad especially if I go to an Ivy League. I have been doing okay so far. I still have to work on it. My marvelous talent of cramming will not help me forever. I messed up on the first section.... I wasted a whole minute! How?

The SAT answer sheet has like... lots of bubbles ready at hand for the varying number of problems in each section.. Well.. I never got that memo.! When the questions stopped short I was puzzled as to why my booklet did that. Maybe I had a misprint! Apparently not.. I figured it out sooner or later.. hahhhhhhhh. that's a dorko test taker for you. My best friend calls me a "smart fortune cookie" but I sure am slow..

But later I got down and focused. I think I did pretty well but I'd like to take it again.

Mommy, Daddy, and my brother Mac really want me to stay and go to school here but I feel like I want to go to a school away from home. It's four + years of my life! I want to live it the way I want to. I know I've been babyed my whole life and it's not a good idea to just throw me out there but I think I'll live ^____^

The schools I'm applying to are:
Cornell
Yale
Columbia
NYU
UPENN
LSU
Tulane

Cornell is my first choice! I reallyy reallly like reallllyyy realllly want to go there.

OMGGG IM WATCHING ON TV AN ELEPHANT PAINTING AN ELEPHANT O.O
Elephant drawing!!
I wuv elephants! They are so cute and gentle... I want one!!! Sometimes I just want to go back to Asia and ride on elephants through cool streams of water and be showered by them. It makes me wanna cry just thinking about it!!

and then there's a monkey (technically a gibbon but still I SAY MONKEY!) playing with adorable baby cubs! I'm like falling over my chair. I'm overwhelmed by cuteness!!!
Gibbon VS Tiger cubs

you should definitely watch them!

New To BlogSplot and Corsets!!

hehe. I'm new to this blog. Not very interesting yet. I'm a 17 yr old Senior making tough college decisions right now. AHHHHHHHHH. Anyways I have been obsessing over corsets. I find them so elegant and beautiful and I just love things back in those days like the balls and castles and such. I'm a very fantasy/romantic person. Like any other girl, but I take it to the next level =]

People always say I should grow up but NEVER!!!!!!
Here is a magnificent picture of a corset. It's beautiful and I plan to make my own for prom! If it goes well I shall wear it... I actually only know how to sow by hand and don't know how to operate the actualy machinery so yeah... o.o we'll see how that turns out!

There's this fabric store I've seen and I can't wait to go check it out. I'll update on this dress and show you all the fabrics I've picked later!
I'm going for the white/ivory romantic look. Picture Taylor Swift love story a bit but no trails. I want room to dance and I'm very clumsy so i'd trip or something.. and tear my dress too. That would be horrible!

Well, I guess that's it. I should be taking a nap. Woke up at 5(ghastly right?) Nothing else I can think of bye bye ^_______^